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2. My journal is full of bitching and whining about my life, mental issues and how I deal with them.
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): i think i'm falling sick. boo. my throat hurts like crap now. i'm suspecting i'm going to catch a cold bug soon. ): argh. i don't want to fall sick, not during the time when i'm going to go to bangkok on christmas day! ): okay. i think i'm going to self-medicate later, going to pop in 2 tablets of panadol, and suck some lozenges before i sleep.

fuck. i lost my coin purse. my house keys, my ez link card, which has about $20 of value in it, and some cash(which is about $40+) are all gone. fuck that bloody pickpocket. seriously, i'm so pissed over losing my coin purse, cos i love that purse. grr. fuck.

can anyone tell me why do coffee bean suck in making their drinks? or is it just the outlet that i've been to that the barista sucks in making coffee? this afternoon, i ordered a small no sugar added vanilla ice-blended without whipped cream drink and my drink melted in like 5 mins. -.- perhaps, i should just stick onto buying starbucks drinks instead. the food in coffee bean is great, but their drinks are just way below the standard. oh crap. i think i should complain to the manager of coffee bean instead on how shitty their coffee making skills are.

i just chopped my hair off! i miss my long hair. ): but i look great in my new short hair.

i'm back from the cruise. (: going to a cruise is actually quite boring, if you're going with very few people, cos there isn't much to do there. the last time, i actually went to a cruise was like 2 years back i think, royal carribean gave me such a good impression of what a cruise trip should be like - great entertainment, great food, great facilities, but it's so pricey, they charge everything in USD. i remembered the first time i went for a cruise, which was about 4 years ago, and i took star cruise superstar virgo, it was pretty good.

now, 4 years later, i went back to take the same cruise, and my impression changed. the standard probably dropped A LOT. the food was pretty much limited & nothing to shout about. i spent most of the time in the cruise, rotting, playing jackpot in the casino, drinking LOTS of coffee, trying my best to read finish a book- but apparently, i fell asleep while reading it. -.- i wished i had gotten off the cruise instead, i probably would rather spend the time walking around the city instead(although it's boring to shop in KL).

i'm off to a cruise for 3 days, am going to spend my time there playing games & watching movies on my ipod touch, playing games on my nintendo ds lite, and reading a book that has been collecting dust on my bookshelf. damn. i better finished the damn book while i'm rotting on the cruise. okay. i'll be back on friday. more updates when i'm back. (:

blood ties is the WORST movie in 2009 in my opinion. a horrible story plot, with scenes repeating agin & again and my friend & i went out of the cinema cursing that we've wasted $6.50 on a stupid movie. -.- it's no wonder i've never enjoyed watching movies in cinemas, cos it's such a waste of my time & money to watch a stupid movie.

my nose is sunburnt - thanks to swimming under the scorching hot sun this morning. of all parts of the body, my nose has to be sunburnt. /: i remembered applying sunblock lotion on my face and my body, so i don't understand why did it get sunburnt.

anyway, i'm going off to batam tomorrow for the family dinner, i'll be back on monday or tuesday. i wouldn't stay there for long either. okay. i'm off to do some last minute packing and off to sleep real soon cos i'm taking the first ferry tomorrow morning. ):

i'm off to Hong Kong for the next 4 days, would update when i'm back. (:

does anyone out there knows where i can do a re-certification of a BCLS course in Singapore? my certificate is expiring next month, and i want to renew it.

i'm getting rather lazy in updating my LJ these days. what i've been doing for the past few days was basically rotting at home, going out, eating like a pig AND spending $$$ till i don't want to see the amount of $$$ i've left in my bank account. sheesh. i've turned twenty-one on Monday. well, i don't see a need in making a big party just to celebrate birthdays, so i prefer to celebrate it with a couple of my closer friends and family. so my birthday was spent mainly eating, eating and eating. i think i've gained back all the weight that i've lost for the past 3 months. ): *sighs* time for me to start motivating myself to lose weight!!!

anyway, i've another apple gadget again - ipod touch, and it rocks my ass! a big thank you to my dad who got it for me as a birthday present! haha. there are tons of fun applications & games that i can download and play on my ipod touch! sheesh. i love my ipod touch a truckload! (: okay. i'm off to prepare to meet my sis for a dinner at ikea later.

i can't believe that my holidays are going to end really soon in about 1.5 weeks time. ): it has been months since i last enjoyed such a long break. and i've still so much things to do, yet so little time left. /: and i promised myself to start preparing for the clinical attachments, but i've NOT DONE any preparation yet. =.= i'm going to be so fucking dead when the clinical attachments starts.

on a light note, i've been spending so much $$$, that my bank account is nearing to a double-digit figure. ): i really need to learn to save, and stop spending $$$. /: so to recap: over the past 1 month or so: i've gotten a non-authentic coach tote bag, a non-authentic coach keychain, a long wallet (which i doubt i'll be using), 2 coin purses, 2 pairs of black slippers, 1 pair of papilio madrid sandals (bought it at a sale, original price was $105, but i paid $67 after discount), 1 lime green esprit spaghetti strap top, and my very first pair of black levis straight cut jeans (bought it together with my sis, levis had this sale of 2 bottoms + 1 tee for $99.90 - so i got myself a pair of jeans, my sis another pair, and the top was given to my mum.). haha. i'm officially broke now, and i should stop going out to shop.

i'm back from my short trip to Batam. i went there together with sie liu & my mum. (: no pictures from this short trip, because i was lazy to bring my camera. i did my hair there at a freaking cheap rate: $47 for dye, highlight and cut. (: and the hair saloon is generous with their dye, not like in Singapore, where it's so expensive. and i always end up dyeing and highlighting my hair, and IT WAS NOT OBVIOUS! =.= and the hair saloon uses loreal professional products, not some unknown brand. (: now, my hair is brown, & i'm loving it. i would love to do my some other outrageous colour in the near future. (: and i swear i will not do my hair in Singapore ever again, except for cutting.

haha. sie liu did her hair too, and at first, she chose ash grey and gold highlights. but there was some communication problems with the hairdresser, so her hair turned out to be pretty golden & she really looked like some japanese punk. lol. then they did her hair again., and she had to stay at the hair saloon longer. -.- bleah. i've been eating alot this days. ): i'm so gonna grow horizontally by the end of this holidays. my mum fed me too much food in Batam. and we drank A&W root beer float which rock. i want to eat the curly fries, but my stomach is way too bloated from the ayam penyet & the other yummy food. lol.

sie liu bought a polo shirt there for $15 only. lol. and we bought this non-authentic prada sling bag together. it's so pretty, that we couldn't help it but buy it. so my mum went to bargain for us then we paid like $38 each for the bag. i was finding the non-authentic LV monogram vernis coin purse & the heart shape purse, but couldn't find it. ): so in the end, my mum ended up getting me 2 coin purses, which was pretty. (:

i'm like getting really really lazy now. /: i still haven't got my ass to pack my study table yet. argh. =.= i will attempt to pack them tomorrow.

whee. i'm such a happy girl. semester exams are out, and i was kind of shocked when i saw my grades. praise the Lord! (: yes. i passed ALL my modules, except for one clinical lab. it was unbelievable that i actually could pass my exams, when i barely even studied for the papers. my GPA is miserable, but i'm satisfied with the fact that i actually passed my exams.

on a lighter note, i went out today, and brought home a METALLIC ROSE NINTENDO DS LITE! (: lol. this is what i do to pamper myself for passing my exams. i'm officially broke now - $291 gone. but i really love my ds lite. lol. okay. i'm off to download more games for my ds lite now. and i shall declare tomorrow to be spring cleaning day, will start packing my study table now, and to dumb away all the unnecessary stuff and pack all my lecture notes nicely. :D

i've been so tired for the past few days. ): roar. my 1 week of holidays are gone, just by nursing that damn diarrhoea that lasted for like 3 days. and i'm so going to be damn dead on Monday, because i've NOT studied for my basic theory test yet. =.= if i were to fail the 2nd time, i'm going to retake it like next year.

i'm starting to love my tuition kid, although he annoys me at times. and i'm starting to like his family, because they're so understanding towards me. i'm so wishing that i can still continue to teach him in the near future. (: i cancelled tuition because i'm going to church tomorrow, and i'm having a family lunch & dinner. and next saturday's tuition was cancelled too. so that's like awesome. i've the whole saturday to myself.

on a lighter note: i'm so going to purchase my nintendo ds lite like really soon. and it took me forever to decide on who i should buy from, because i'm kind of on a budget now. /: and the colours of the nintendo ds lite are so attractive. the lime green is so cool (BUT IT'S LIMITED EDITION, so in other words, it's more expensive). the light blue and glossy silver ones are nice, but they don't have it in export sets. so i'm left with white & pink. white is classy, i love it but i'm afraid that it'll get dirty easily.

so after days of consideration, i've decided to get a pink nintendo ds lite. and i've sent a sms to this guy whom i ordered my ds lite from, and hopefully, he'll get back to me soon. i'm so going to be $300 poorer. ): whee. i'm going to have crystal jade for lunch & crabs for dinner tomorrow. sheesh. i'm growing horizontally. )':

oh man. i still feel sick. ): i hate this fucking diarrhoea, that is driving my body nuts. i broke a record by having runs for a total of 21 TIMES over the period of 3 days. -.- and today, i got my ass out of my house to see a doctor at the polyclinic. and guess what? i was prescribed panadol and antibiotics for this stupid diarrhoea. =.= wow. i didn't know that antibiotics can also be used for the treatment of diarrhoea. i thought antibiotics was only used for the treatment of infections. =.=

and i was given panadol because the doctor says i've slight fever. like wow. i ain't going to take any panadol. the doctor told me to take like charcoal pills too, but seriously, charcoal pills doesn't work for me. =.= where's the lomotil? i'm having diarrhoea for like 3 days and i'm not even prescribed anti-diarrhoeal medications. /: argh. i seriously want this stupid diarrhoea to end.

and i'm going to listen to the doctor for once: no seafood, no curry, no spicy food for the next 3 days. haha. so i'm going to be on a porridge diet for the next few days. good way to lose weight, by eating porridge for all my 3 meals. besides, the nearby hawker centre sells pretty nice porridge, although it's still quite tasteless but soya sauce does help. i still prefer the porridge at crystal jade. if only some kind soul would be nice to deliver crystal jade porridge to my house. lol.

i hope to be able to eat crabs with my family this sunday, and i want to celebrate my love's early birthday dinner on thursday. oh boy. i really want to stop sitting on mr toilet bowl. i hate this fucking diarrhoea.

omg. i'm being such a lazy ass for not seeing a doctor today. /: and so mr toilet bowl continues to be my best friend today. yesterday, i broke a record and sat on mr toilet bowl 11 TIMES! =.= today, i thought the diarrhoea would be better. but i was fucking wrong. i had diarrhoea for a total of 4 TIMES today. ): fuck. and i realised that my body isn't absorbing the charcoal pills which i took yesterday, which isn't a good thing. i went to the nearby pharmacy, trying to find medicines to cure diarrhoea, but all i could find was charcoal pills and rehydration sachets (which taste really awful). i guessed i'm like going to get my ass out of the house tomorrow to see a doctor at the polyclinic tomorrow (i won't see a general practitioner because they charge exorbitant rates!).

hur hur. and i realised that i've short-term memory, and i tend to misplace things easily. 2 weeks ago, i went to lend my sister the earpiece of my samsung mp3 player and my new creative mp3 player. and now, i realised that i actually cannot find my samsung mp3 player. ): i've digged out my messy study table, but i still didn't have any luck on finding it. gosh. i think i need to do spring cleaning one day. hopefully, i can find my samsung mp3 player soon. /:

omg. my new best friend is mr toilet bowl. hur hur. yes. because i spend half the day with mr toilet bowl today, sitting on it for a total of 8 TIMES! =.= i've no idea how the hell did i get diarrhoea (i suspect that i may have gastroenteritis, because i had fever yesterday! but i really have no idea what food i've eaten that may caused the diarrhoea.). what a nice time for me to have fallen sick, on the 2nd day of my 5 weeks of holidays. ): and my mum has given me all sorts of medicines to take to stop the diarrhoea, but still, i'm sitting on mr toilet bowl very frequently. i think i better i go to the polyclinic tomorrow morning, to see a doctor. )': argh. i hate being sick, especially during my holidays, when i'm supposed to be enjoying it.

on a side note: does anyone know where i can get a nintendo ds lite at a decent price (about less than $350 for a package with a dsst card, ez flash 3-in-1 card and a 4gb microSD card)? don't suggest sim lim square, because i've heard of people getting scammed while going there to buy electronic gadgets.

i haven't been updating my journal for days. hmm. life has been pretty okay for me. i had just cleared another presentation, and i'm left with one last presentation, and a clinical assessment, and the semester exams before i finished up this semester. hmm. i just started another tuition assignment, which means i've 2 on hand now, and this should be able to provide me with at least some extra allowance for the time being; since my expenditure rate is SKY HIGH! (:

and i skipped school today, because, i only have a pathetic one hour of lecture in school, which is consolidation. hmm. i'm supposed to be playing tennis with my friends in the afternoon, but the weather has been so great for snoozing. and besides, i've tuition later in the evening, so it isn't really a great idea to play tennis today. hmm. i'm going to copy the consolidation notes from my friends on Monday instead. and i'm seriously feeling pretty bored now. i'm currently doing this evaluation of the modules thing online. and i've no idea why the hell must we do this evaluation thing every semester. it's just a waste of my time. =.=

okay. this entry is so random, because i don't know what to blog about. hur hur. and i'm currently listening to the lobbyist ost, which rocks my socks. their songs are really great. (: